Yay I am officially a college graduate now. Final grades are out and I passed my last class. Then again, who would fail their last class of their senior year? That would be a bit dumb if you ask me. How hard is it to fail a class anyway? I think I've only almost failed one class, a math class, but the teacher really sucked in that class. He was awful. I dropped the class right before the end of the semester and retook it the next semester from a different teacher. I aced it that time.

Now it's time to find a job. A j-o-b. I had a job but I quit, for a variety of reasons, none of which I'd like to get into here. I brought them up on my Xanga and I also just got off the phone with my supervisor and explained everything to him as well. I've also thought of some other reasons such as my mom and the instability that she causes in my life.

She is, at the moment, pissed off at me or Wayne or both of us, it's unclear really. I'm not really sure why. I would assume it's because I quit my job and why. We have two different views on how wives should I don't know... interact with, respond to, think about thier husbands. She is a bitter, angry, jaded woman or something. She does not trust men. She thinks that I should be like her and do everything I want to do exactly when I want to do it with no regard to my families best interests. She thinks that my husband should go to work and make money to give to me unquestioning. She thinks that I should follow my husband around and call around to make sure he is actually where he says he is and make sure he is working when he says he is working. She thinks I should check his paystubs to compare the number of hours worked to the number of hours he says he is working. Not that that works with salary anyway.

She implied to me that if Wayne wasn't already cheating on me, he would do it sometime in the near future and that even though I might think he wouldn't do something like that to me, he would. Way to build trust mom. I'm sorry for being a bit on the idealistic side but I'd like to go into my marriage fully trusting my spouse. I know this seems a little crazy but hey, I'm not all that big on convention anyway. Right.

So it's her birthday, my mom's. I have to go get her some flowers from my grandparents. I should do that soon because they will probably be calling her sometime today to speak with her. I haven't gotten her anything yet, been too busy. Reidy said we could hang out today though so maybe he'll help me find something for her. I better get going. I have to do my exit interview today as well. I wonder if the handcuffs will be a problem?