oh, here i am...guess what i'm doing? you'll never guess! i'm not really doing anything, i'm just sitting here waiting for people to call who don't seem to want to call.

doggie, one of my cats (the big fat one) is like high on catnip or something...he's jumping around knocking things over...never good for nagi to be doing stuff like that.

i had an exciting day at ala moana with my parents. isn't that nice and family ish? then we went to longs and safeway (both in the superior manoa locations) and i really had to pee while in longs so the lady at the pharmacy let me use the employee bathroom...hehehe, i have to pee a lot. it's cuz i drink a lot of water, not cuz i'm weird or anything. yah.

my mom was telling stories about me as a baby. i like to hear them because i was such a cute baby, that's why i'm so cute now. today she was talking about why i didn't walk until i was 18 months old. because i didn't need to. i got carried everywhere. i also didn't need to talk because my brother did all the talking for me...he took care of me and made sure i got all the things i needed, like toys and cookies and stuff. that's why i'm the way i am now. i never do anything for myself unless i absolutely have to. it's not because i don't know how, it's just because i don't need to and really, why do something that you don't really need to do? there's someone else to do it for me. i really like it that way, i guess i'm kinda spoiled.

i think i'll put that first on my list of why i am a bad girlfriend...i'm spoiled and i never do anything for myself. Next is guess is i don't like paying for things. i'm not demanding or anything like i don't need lots of things bought for me, i just don't like paying for movies or dinner and stuff like that. i think the guy should pay for that kind of stuff. sometimes i ask for small things like books or batteries or something, water bottles, i'm really big on water bottles, especially 25 ounce ones.

there's some other reasons i think, oh yah, i don't like driving. well, sometimes i do because i really do like my car and i enjoy driving it but most the time i just don't like driving places, i like to be driven around because again, i think the guy should do stuff like that. Also, i like for people to order for me when we go out, i mean i tell you what i want, but you have to talk to the wait dudes because they never seem to be able to understand me. Oh, that's another thing, you have to be able to understand me because i'm a big fan of mumbling and talking softly and i don't like being asked to repeat myself. Of course you can't just pretend that you heard me when you didn't because eventually i'll catch on and then i'll be mad that you didn't understand me.

confused yet? this is the best part...i'm really time consuming. i love to attention and i love when people spend time with me. don't have to be going out all the time or anything but just spending time with...i hate sleeping alone too but my mom doesn't let me have guys over, oh yah, i don't even have a bed at my mom's house or a real room right now so even if she did let me have people over, there's no place for them to stay.

wait wait there's one more thing, actually maybe two...i'm really insecure sometimes so i need lots of reassurance and stuff like that...and i need to be reminded to take my vitamins and to run and go lift and stuff like that...i guess i need to be motivated to run and lift but i do need to be reminded to take my viatamins otherwise i forget and then i get depressed and moody...that's a whole other story.

on the other hand there are lots of reasons why i'm a good girlfriend, like i'm thoughtful and i tend to buy good presents, like ones that show some thought and have something related to the person, in other words, i just dn't buy t-shirts, although i often do buy t-shirts, because i like them.

okie whatelse, i like to cook stuff so sometimes when i decide to make stuff it's good, i like to make cheesecake, including my special oreo cheesecake, and my original creation, the 8th deadly sin, which i suppose is brownies on speed or something. sometimes i make cookies but i don't think i'm very good at those, oh and mochi too, butter mochi and the soft smooshy kind. i don't just make junk food i can also make real food like i recently made fajitas (i love to eat fajitas) and one day i made this interesting chicken/tofu tacos...i thought they were yummy.

other reasons i am good...i'm cute and i'm actually pretty passive and um...well i forget the word, but like i let the guy be in charge, most the time. of course not all guys like that but ....that's okie.

i'm sure there's lots of other reasons too but i can't think of them and besides, it's not like i'm selling myself or anything, i just went off on a tangent to waste time.

well anyway, since it seems like no one is going to call me, i'm gonna have to go do something...i am not really sure what but i'm sure i'll think of something.

by the way, UH sucks.