Boo. friday the 13th supposedly an unlucky day but it's payday so i can't complain. then again my parents are picking me up from work today, so... they better buy me dinner, that's all i'm saying.

so i went on my date last night. Kahala Dave (formerly known as Dave from kahala) seems to be super cool, so no ass kicking for now. gonna go out again. that's amazing, he spent over 4 hours with me and he wants to do it again. not to say there's anything wrong with me, it's just i can be a bit, interesting, let's say. but anyway, i am gonna start getting scared pretty soon.

good will hunting is a pretty good movie. almost a crying one, but not quite. matt damon just isn't too convincing in the crying department. anyhow, i'm not a movie critic so i'll shut up now.

keep waking up late. i think i might be waking up and turning my alarm off but i'm not sure because i have this probelm remembering things that happen when i'm asleep. i've had entire conversations and even drove (not too well i've heard) aroudn hawaii kai. of course i have no recollection of this stuff. i've done some other stuff while sleeping but this is a family oriented page, hehehe. so we won't go there. i think it's pretty interesting because i remember everything that happens when i'm drunk or otherwise impaired but sleeping...hmmm.

"wear the see thru dress. wear it with a g-string and panty hose." i was trying to figure out what to wear on my next date. that was CJ's suggestion. typical guy, always on the lookout for some shtuffs, even if for other guys. that's why CJ's my friend, he's cool li' dat.

The problem with guys is that you never know if they're being so cool because they are or because they're tryign to get some shtuffs from you... they can do this for a long time too, not like they try for a month then give up. Even CJ admitted that initially it was all about sex. why you hear something like that suddenly your memories of this happy relationship are not quite the same. you being to doubt everyone's actions and wonder about their ulterior motives, not really a good thing. couple that with the fact that from early childgood i've had a problem trustig people and well, you can imagine. don't take that they wrong way, i do trust people, it jsut takes a lot to earn my trust. i trust CJ, not to get me to school on time, but i know when it comes down to it, he'll be there. the problem with putting your faith in people is it makes you vulnerable. take my current situation with DC, i trusted him and i'm wondering if that was the right thing to do.

nuff deep thinking for today, i stil lhave another half semester to go, gotta reserve some THC, er, grey matter for that. speaking of school, if anyone goes to that hideous school of mine, kcc in case you forgot, sometimes i do, chyeck out Curtis Huber. he teaches history (151 this semester) a great teacher, history is actually my fav class this semester. i haven't fallen asleep yet, that's a pretty big accomplishment.