"Don't be sorry if you cry, I'll be crying too."

there's just something to be said for g-strings. they are the greatest. i mean think of it this way: women's underwear just doesn't stay where it's supposed to be. you put it on nicely in place and then the first step you take, it all goes up your crack. enter the g-string, there's nothing to move up your crack because, hey, it's already there! that's where it's supposed to be! a lot of women complain that this is gross and they just don't like the feeling of having something in their crack all the time. well, like i said, it's gonna go there anyway so which is better, a little piece of string that was designed to be there or all the material that was designed to cover your entire fat ass? personally, i'll take the string.

this morning i meant to get up and go run but i accidently woke up 45 minutes later than i'm supposed to if i'm just gonna go to school, nevermind the whole extra hour i need if i'm gonna run. obviously i didn't run.

happy thing: Dave from kahala called me today at work. we're gonna go watch movie tomorrow night.

i'm currently washing some clothes because i realized everything was dirty and i had absolutely nothing to wear. this would be a good thing, but not on the first date. speaking of not on the first date, i hope he's nice and doesn't try nothing cuz then i'd have to kick his ass. that would suck. then CJ would have to kick his ass and maybe even mikey and that would just not be too much fun because he's so cute and he seems like a nice guy.

i hate when that happens, when you meet what seems to be like a nice guy and then you go out and he just like turns out to be a bigger asshole than...than...i dunno than something really yucky. that has happened to me more times than i care to recall. i dunno what it is, maybe i've got "i'm easy, just try!" written across my forehead or something. one day i really am gonna kick someone's ass.

so i've got all these papers due tomorrow and a midterm in my 9 o'clock. i am thinking that maybe i should go do them because, well, that's what responsible honor students like myself do. my laundry is calling and i'm probably hungry. i think i wanna clean house a little today also but i guess i should worry about my school work first.

today a source told me that roommate wears his shoes in my kitchen when i'm not home. that's okie because roommate's not home more than i am and that just leaves more time for me to be wearing my shoes in his kitchen. roommate's head is gonna roll...

well anyhow i'm gonna try to find mikey now and invite him over to eat some breadstix with me. i'm lonely and i just can't eat them all myself. that and my laundry is getting louder.

i am pondering that date thing. is it a date? or are we just going to watch a movie? exactly what is a date? do you have to actually state, "would you like to go on a date?" or can you just assume that it's a date? what if one person thinks it's a date but the other person just isn't aware of that? so confusing. well i'll just call is a date tho it might not be but that's okie, either way i get to go watch a movie with a seemingly cool person.

yahyah shut up, damn laundry. ugh, i've got so much stuff to do. i better get started on it, i'm quickly running out of day. shoots i'm such a procrastinator, now i've got to use the bathroom.

oh! speaking of bathroom! a few months ago i went into one of the bathrooms at school. there was a flyer on the inside of the stall for AIDS awareness month or something. it was a picture of a hypodermic with the message

	"SHARING IS NOT AN OPTION"  
i'm sure you've seen it. someone had decided to be all righteous and shet and wrote
	"drugs are not one either!"  
okie, this just pisses me off. it's like those people who say that the cure for AIDS is to outlaw homosexuality and to stop using drugs and stuff. well people, i hate to burst your happy little imaginary bubble world but sometimes we have to think in terms of reality. sure using drugs is not always the right thing to do but hey, let's face it, some people like doing drugs. obviously you're not gonna stop all the drug users out there but maybe you can stop the spread of AIDS by making them aware that sharing needles carries a risk. since i had to let this idiot person know how dumb they are i wrote,
	"be realistic, not everyone one wants to be drug free, but
	everyone wants to be AIDS free."
so today i happen to walk into the same bathroom and saw someone had made additional comments on my flyer.
         "shut up druggie"
now this is another thing that pisses me off. that's a major problem with society today, people attack you just because you believe in something that they oppose. support gay rights and they call you a homo, support women's choice and you're a murderer, or support pro life and you're an oppressor of women. just because i opposed that stupid person's idea of a drug free land doesn't mean i'm a druggie. my reply:
         "if you support gay rights does that make you gay?  just because i'm
         realistic doesn't mean i support or use drugs."
someone else had written,
          "take care of your own and leave others alone"
i thought that was pretty good too, but a lot of people can't take care of themselves let alone their own.

moral of the day: education is the key.

i'm not biased, being a future teacher and all, really.


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