lots of shit going on, as usual. Work is ok, as usual. Got lots of stories to tell about that but you know it's best not to talk about work while you still work there, if you want to still work there that is, which I do, at least for now. Busy doing the usual things, cleaning, planning, planning, and planning. Sometimes I get lucky and actually execute one of my plans. Somehow I ended up getting all the weekends off which I suppose is a good thing although I really wanted to get Saturdays on so I could get a weekday off to sub and therefore make some extra money. Money is always good. Trying to pay off my debt for one of my plans, which I will hopefully be able to execute sometime soon. Soon soon.

Currently listening to my MP3 library trying to decide a nice mix to send to Will, who by the way surprised the crap out of me by calling me this morning from Iraq. That totally made my day and a fat bitch on a two wheeler could have cut me off at the mall and I would have smiled and told her to have a nice day, that's how happy that made me. Just finished catching up on Scottchu's journal. I would say he's going through a rough time but it's nothing out of the ordinary and I know he's an extraodinarily strong person and will pull through just fine. I don't usually have good taste in men but once in a while I do and I like to think he pads my resume well. That's right, men are my career, fuck you.

Don't worry, I'm still happy, that made me even happier typing that out.

There's a lot of work getting ready to be done on our house. I really want to get my new cameras so I can document some of this stuff. I love change. I'm really excited about all this stuff going on. I love stuff going on. I swear I have one of the shortest attention spans ever. Stuff needs to be constantly going on or it just sucks ass. Sucks ass! Need water.

I've been feeling odd lately. Two weeks ago I was feeling sick every afternoon it was crazy! I'd get really dizzy and feeling like I was gonna puke. It felt kind of like I needed to eat except that I wasn't skipping meals or anything. It would happen almost the same time everyday the whole week. I nearly passed out in the car on the way home from shopping at PearlRidge with my mom that weekend. I felt fine after that though, aside from a couple of random days of feeling sick like that in the afternoons. My balance has been wacky too like my head is messed up. I'd turn around or shift my vision and everything would just go nuts for a second. I'm ok now, all the weird stuff seems to have stopped. The only thing that continues is the exhaustion. I have been so freaking tired it's not even funny. For those who are not aware, I have bizarre sleeping habits. Namely I don't sleep. It got really bad when I was in Mississippi over the summer, I would go to sleep between 500 and 700 and wake up between 800 and 900, every day. Just couldn't sleep. It continued when I got home, I usually sleep about 4-5 hours. Sure, I felt tired but I got used to being tired and it became the norm for me. Had no problems functioning and I wasn't getting colds or anything like that. Well these past few weeks I've been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. Been coming home from work really really tired and struggling to stay awake until finally passing out between 2200 and 2330, sleeping until my alarm goes off at 630, waking up and being tired still. Pretty much every night I feel like I can go to sleep at 2000. It's pretty funny actually. I've been passing out during Raymond (which comes on at 2130 for you unawares).

Anyway, aside from that. I've got to go do my Pilates before W comes home because then I'll need to make dinner and then I'll want to go to bed. So much to be done, so little time. It never stops.