well, i've been here a month. in this month i have been unable to figure out why i'm here. i finally found a job but it's not really a job considering i only work there because i really really need some money. i'm off on monday so i'm gonna go try to find another job.

i hate this. it's like a good job is my key to happiness, at least that's what i'm thinking. i've got a car, sort of, got the rest of my stuff from home (except my helmet!!!) got a nice place to live. just have a shitty job.

some things i've noticed about seattle. the people are like rude. the employees in stores and stuff, it's like no one wants to be there or something and they don't know how to fake it. there are lots of bananas here. no, that's not right, because they all wanna be black or something. it's the most interesting thing. of course these are mostly younger people i've been noticing, but then again i don't get out much so maybe i'm just imagining it all.

i need some shelves in my room, so i can put my pictures on them instead of having them on the floor. also, i'd like to have my books out where i can see them and i want to put my legos together but haven't been able to because i have no place to display them where santy won't eat them. oh yah and i have like 2 desk calendars which are also on the floor. speaking of desk, think i need one of those too, my back is sore from laying on the ground with the computer.

once when i was a senior, in junior english class (don't ask) we had a quiz on lie and lay. i got it all correct, but for some reason i always get it wrong. i guess if i took the time to think about it before i wrote it. oh well, least of my problems.

i think i'm gonna go eat breakfast soon, i'm getting hungry. i can't find my retainer. i left it at home somewhere and it's like either i hid it very well, or there are just lazy people looking for it. how hard is it to find a big pink retainer case?

hmm, 1 pm already. i'll have to start getting ready for work in a little over 3 hours. i really hate my job. i'd rather do anything else, except of course the untouchables: mcd's, any other burger place for that matter, waitressing, and telemarketing. there are somethings that people were just never meant to do.

the weather has been pretty nice lately. sunny, temperature in the mid 50s, it even reached 60 one day. that's something i don't mind too much, the weather, i mean it's cold but no big deal you know? i hear summer is pretty nice, as long as i get a chance to wear my shorts sometimes, i'll be okie.

now i have to go get my coffee. something i am missing in a painful way: vel's coffee.