"Inhale, exhale, just got an ounce in the mail."

okie, let's see. school sucks. nah, i guess it's okie, it's just so much trouble to wake up everyday and get dressed and go down there. if they could just like give me my lectures thru email or something, that would be so much better. in fact, i think that would just kick major ass. the teacher can post lecture notes on their web page and then we can turn in assignments thru email and we'd only have to go to class for the tests. yah.

well, everything has been pretty boring, believe it or not. my sister who i may or may not have mentioned being pregnant, isn't anymore because she had a miscarriage. that's what she said. now, i really have to wonder, was she 1) never pregnant to begin with and after finding out that me and mom were going up there for the birth suddenly miscarry or 2) did she have an abortion because she just so happens to have just gotten a new boyfriend or 3) was she actually telling the truth for what is probably the 5th time in her life?

don't get me wrong here, it's not that i'm mean and i have no sympathy or something. i love my sister, contrary to the way i act most of the time, i do care about her. however she does have this lying problem, among other things. if she really was telling the truth, well, then, i'm saddened by her news because we really were kinda looking forward to this baby.

so now with her new boyfriend, she's planning to come back here for a few months. gonna try to get a job stripping. well, that's what she does in mississippi so i guess she'd like to do the same thing here. that leaves me a bit worried because they're kinda nuts here. there's been stuff about dancers getting killed by angry boyfriends/customers/bosses, etc. plus it's not really too regulated down here like it is (supposedly) there where there's only 2 strip joints in the particular area where my sister works. Here they have all those lap dancing, dick sucking, etc whores that front as exotic dancers. sure, you can be one of the no touch people but you won't make any money that way.

in other news, i'm doing an experiment for bio lab. sprouting lima beans with different types of water. tap water, menehune bottled water (purified), evian bottled spring water, and britta filtered water. me and my lab partner are going to see if it has any effect on the seeds rates of germination or seedling growth. it's my prediction that the spring water will produce the best results because it has minerals and stuff in it like rain, which is more like nature. next i think the britta water because it's supposedly like drinking fresh pure water and then the tap water and then the purified water because it has all the good stuff sucked out. hey maybe i should have pick up some of that life H2O crap or whatever it's called. it's like super oxygenated water. supposedly runners improved their times by like .015 of a second or something. i heard it was a bunch of crap but i dunno how the plants would like it. then again plants like nitrogen dioxide or something right? carbon dioxide, i think that's it. exhaled oxygen, that's what they like. that's a whole different experiment. too complex for me, i like simple stuff.

so yah, man, i think it's pretty lame that it's friday night and i'm sitting at home playing with the computer. then again i am being productive but still. it's pretty sad.

Dave's closing, that's why i'm here. otherwise i'd be at home doing nothing in front of the TV o rsomething like that. I mean other home, i have two, aren't i lucky?

i actually did try to make it a blockbuster night but they had nothing there. when i called Dave to tell him, he thought i meant there was no store anymore, then he thought i meant there were no videos. i had to explain a few times that there just wasn't anything good to rent. then he suggested something but i was already driving out of the parking lot so i decided not to.

when i was in my car getting ready to leave, this man suddenly appeared at my window, holding out something. as i reached for the knife in the pocket on the door, i saw it was a business card. i sort of rolled down my window and grabbed it and saw it was one of those deaf (yah, sure) guys with those stupid little "i'm deaf and i'm scaring the shit out of women in dark parking lots to sell them these stupid little cards for 2 bucks so i can help support my family" so i gave him 2 bucks and he blew me a kiss and left. i don't actually think he was deaf and i don't think he really needed my two dollars that i had to kiss some customers ass to get but oh well. it's like the junkie in the court parking lot when i went to get my abstract. he asked me if i had any spare change, i told him no because i needed it for the parking meter. he was nice about it and walked away to harass some other people. i turned to put money in the meter and saw there was already 2 hours of time paid on it. so i went to get my abstract and when i came back i went and found the guy and gave him my 4 quarters. i thought maybe it was a sign from God or something. i figure, i really shouldn't be giving these guys my money because it will only encourage them. then again, they could really be honest and need it and what would i feel like if i were in their shoes and i felt my only option was scaring the shit out of women in dark parking lots for a few cents. i figure if i do it with all good intentions then maybe God will bless me and i'll never be in their dirty, ragged, stink shoes.

i also donated $20 to the hawaii humane society because we got all five of our kitties there and our 2 rabbits and one of our dogs. they're really cool and i know their legit. plus i love animals and there are no people charities that i really like or trust enuff to give my money too.

"you know you can't take food out of the cafe..."

"but it's for charity."

"what charity?"

"my charity"

i love that.


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