The Loss of Non-existant Innocence

What can this poor little sweet innocent girl we all call Lauren do? Yeah right! Anyway, poor little 'ol me can't stay at home for long periods of time. I always have to be going out. I get all depressed at home because, well, I feel like nobody wants to go anywhere with me. I really get depressed when I call every single one of my friends and they're either sleeping, busy, out, grounded, sleeping, no money, sleeping, don't want to go out, sleeping, can't drive, sleeping, sleeping, don't know what to do, sleeping, or sleeping. Well, I always wake up when people call me...... Unless they call me at some ungodly hour like, 11AM or something.

So what is it that I do? Not much you can do when you don't have your own car and you go to school full time. Especially hard when you don't have a job and don't have any money. Really, really hard when you are grounded and have to sneak out of the house.

Maybe the whole idea about being a college student just makes you want to cause a little destruction and evil. If you know my long time friends, you know that the latest they ever stay out is 12AM, and that they only go shopping. It sucks sometimes.... but I always find something to do anyway... I can reek havok all my my self if I have to.

Driving:
I guess I'm a bad driver... I always thought that I was a good driver... but I guess looking at my record... well.... uh... you be the judge....

Broke someone's car:
People really shouldn't let me drive their cars because I kinda drove my friend's van, and although it is not fully proven as my fault, after I drove it something was seriously wrong with the transmission, and it cost $900 to fix. He never told his parents that it was me, but to this day still teases me about it.

On another occasion, he let me drive it again. I kinda forgot to take off the emergency foot brake.... but hell... he shoulda learned not to trust me with his van after the first time.

Faking Sex:
When at a stop light, of parked in the dark, it's always fun to make the car bounce up and down and fake an orgasm, with your friends of course. Whether it be to embarass them or to have fun, it's always something to look back on.

Singing and Swearing:
I often sing in the car... but I'm a very angry driver. I get upset very quickly.... so it's very typical to hear me singing a nice little song... then yell "FUCKER" and then go back to singing.

Yelling at Tourists:
As you may already know Hawaii is a very heavy tourist spot. Waikiki is where all of the hotels are, and so naturally, so are the tourist. I swear, you'd think that there were no sidewalks where they came from.... This lady was crossing the street and I yelled at her, "Get off the road bitch!" that worked well... she even waved something at me....

Fake Racing:
Not in much of a rush? Need a little fun? Also try looking for jerks and pretending to race them at stoplights. Rev your engine a little, creep forward, and periodically glance at the other driver with a glare in your eye.

Speeding:
I once got my old 1986 Camry to go 120mph. You may not think it's a lot, but my car was 13 years old! I also go about 50-80 miles per hour in residential zone, unless kids are around... then it's a little faster. Reguardless of what you think, in my three years of driving I've never gotten a ticket. I ALWAYS get pulled over... just ask Gaby... she's just jealous because I'm an asshole driver that hasn't learned her lesson yet.

Illegal Parking:
I once parked at a meter for two hours, and I forgot to feed it, when I came back to my car, I realized what I had done, but there was no ticket. And we all know that it's not illegal if you don't get caught.

Running Red Lights:
I've only done this on a few occasions, but the first time I did it because my friend told me to, the other times it was because the Devil told me too..... AHH!!! THE VOICES....

Driving with out a license:
I had a license, I just forgot it at home. Oh ok... so I didn't have one yet... but hell, everyone does that, right? Besides.... everyone knows that two permits equal a license.

Hit a Dog:
It wasn't all my fault. I was going down the street and I saw a small dog suddenly run across the street. It was dark and I didn't see the other dog run across. It was a big black shaggy dog, about the size of a 3 year old child(No, it did NOT turn out to be a kid). I hit it at about 70mph, and I was in a residential zone, I felt bad for a day, but now I joke about it. People think I am sick. Besides there are leash laws.... although techinically it was a hit and run.

Ditching Classes:
It's just so damn tempting.... and now that I have a car....

Smoking:
Wasn't my fault, I had impaired judgement because I was drunk.

Getting Drunk:
I drank some stuff. When I woke up in the morning, I was in bed with one guy and one girl, but we didn't do anything, I think. We still had our own clothes on.... backwards.

Buying and Watching Pornography:
When my friend turned 18 and we decided to excercise our rights, even though I was still a minor at the time and it was still illegal for me to be going into certain establishments. There was a whole wall set aside for dildos and a plethora of videos. We bought some and watched them. I felt kinda and weird because I was with a guy. I mean, I didn't want people to think we were going to do stuff, I would never do that, not with such an ugly mother fucker, anyway. ha ha ha, I hope you read this Rat Boy. Then when I turned 18, we went there a lot... we'd buy a whole bunch of shit... as gags of course(I'm a good girl). My guy friends are such wimps... they made me buy a book(for them) called "How to Enlarge Your Penis" then I had to listen to the lady, "This is about the pumps on the wall over there..." So I interupted her, "Lady, this isn't for me, do I look like I have a penis?" so she shut up and we left.

Slept on a rock in the middle of a busy highway:
I went to help with the Great Aloha Run and I had to meet some people at 4AM in the morning only, so I stayed out all night. I passed out somewhere in between, but woke up the sceaming sound of a mile's length of screaming Marines at 7:30AM, and freezing cold water being splashed on me.

Laughing uncontrollably:
It wasn't my fault, I didn't sleep for 37 hours, and a lot of people thought I was drunk or high or something, sleep depravation causes me to laugh uncontrollably, but we were saying some funny stuff.

Toilet Papering the School:
Another fun, destructive thing to do in your sparetime, is toilet papering the school. If you wet the toilet paper, you can spell things out on the grass, and it is really hard to get rid of.

Spit Wadding the Nice Cars:
Are you bitter that people are richer than you? Well, don't commit suicide! Why not destroy their property? Spit wadding is fun, just get some water, some toilet paper, and drive through rich neighborhoods(with covered license plates), and you're all set. Make sure you do this at night.

Internet Porn:
Also a good way to get porn, not that I want any, but I like to read the stories because they are fucking funny(no pun intended). If you want some, go here. I don't do that anymore, though.

Sending rejectomatic letters:
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