Am I a Wanderer or a Walk-in? Is it possible to be both?
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I have always felt that I don’t really belong here, I have also thought that I was born to the wrong parents, especially my Mother, I feel as if I have 2 mothers, 1 spirit 1 earth.

I would say that I have some fairly unique capabilities, especially pain tolerance, I would also say that I am fairly gifted, I have artistic abilities, and I am more than happy to spend my time alone, I love cats, and I could never stand by and watch anyone hurt any animal, I have an affinity with children, and I can go to their level for communicating with them, they seem to like and understand me, as I do them.

I love to learn about many different things, I have recently taught myself how to use the computer, Astrology is a subject that I have spent many years studying, and I am able to compile Birth Charts and full interpretations without the aid of a computer, I also write poetry, and I have recently written a book about my life here so far, I have a brilliant memory, I am able to remember as far back as my birth, I know that I have lived on earth in many previous lifetimes, most of those I was a male. I have written papers on Hyperactivity, which is something I have had to put up with for as long as I can remember, I have also written a paper on States of Consciousness, I researched both of these entirely by myself.

I have the ability to tell if someone is not being honest with me, and I have a fairly acute ability to judge people for what they really are. I believe I am a plutonian, this also accounts for my being of the phoenix type personality, as I am continually hitting rock bottom and each time I am able to drag myself up out of the pit, only to repeat the process. I feel isolated in my being an alien, as I have found that most people don’t understand what is meant by this, as they are uninformed, I haveonly been able to discuss this with one other person, without feeling embarrassed or stupid at doing so.

I have had no previous dealings or any information of what a Walk-in is nor had I even heard of Wanderers until 2nd July when I first discovered there were Web pages on the subject. I heard of Walk-ins via a programme on cable tv, I only managed to catch a brief part of the programme, so I have been ignorant to all other aspects of people like me on this planet, although I have been informed via a spirit guide that I have “Nantumbai a Navaho Indian” that there are others, I have been given to believe that a Walk-in is a soul that can walk-in to and out of states of consciousness at will, I am able to do this, so I therefore have assumed that I am a walkin,but after finding the web pages describing wanderers I am now unsure.

I am an emotional person, and I am very empathic, if a person is in pain I feel that pain, yet I have a high tolerance to my own pain, it’s the emotional side of the pain that I feel most, if I see someone with a cut or bruise etc I feel the pain of that injury, but I am able to go through the pain barrier and take the pain away from them, I have also taken malefic from others, and demolished them from my own person, I have had encounters with evil beings and I have been able to fight them off, luckily, I feel as if there was at one time some struggle with the forces of good and evil concerning my soul, the good won through. I have a will of steel, and I will not budge if I decide to do something or change something then I do so.

I am somewhat disillusioned with humans in general, as I have been taken for granted for having a good nature by a few of them, but I am not prepared to let that cloud my judgement in future, as I believe everyone is different, and should be taken on their merits, but once someone has done me wrong then I tend to disassociate myself from them.

I have been informed that my tasks for this lifetime are to include helping souls that have not reached the level of awareness needed to enable them to move to the next dimension, to do so, but they have to ask me for help I am not allowed to offer, I and others like me have been given details of who we are to help, and through the life journey they will be met by us, and we will instinctively know who they are, yet they do not know who we are, I have just completed my final assignment of this nature, and I am now to prepare for the spiritual emergency when I will be recalled to my home planet to meet the souls that have been allocated there from here, as earth is about to progress to its next dimension, and any souls left here at the time will be lost to earth orb forever, many of those souls will be saved by the work that myself and my fellow aliens are doing to help them cross over to the 4th dimension, most of the other souls that are helping are from the same dimension as myself, which is the 6th or 7th in some cases, we are all highly evolved , and we are all here to help this planets population cross over, so as to avoid losing millions of souls who have no need to perish, but otherwise would, I have been given all of the information I have via the spirit guides that have been here with me for many years, I am aware of there being 2 at least, I also have a guardian angel.

The souls we are to help are not just human ones.obviously the animal variety do not need to ask us for our help, we know instinctively as do they, I am attached to the cat god RA, of Egyptian times, I have also been a sphinx, as well as my now being a phoenix, I changed from sphinx to phoenix several lifetimes ago. This is the first time I have ever written about myself in such detail, and I hope you will understand that it is not easy for me to put myself on the line like this, I am only doing so because it is via the internet, I have been ridiculed about these things in the past, and I am now reluctant to disclose anything about myself, but I feel that in doing it this way I will be spared any embarrassment .I am very easily hurt when I am ridiculed for what I am, I have been classed as being odd, nuts, crazy eccentric among other things in the past, I am unable to help being what I am, so to find others with similar tales to tell has been a blessing, for at times I have doubted my own sanity. I would appreciate your views on this message and if you have any suggestions positive preferred, please let me know, also how can I help?

Maria Pike mariaalpike@hotmail.com