Dear Jonathan,

Thanks for your web site...it has been great comfort to me over the last few months.

Basically why I am writing is that the information on your site rings alarm bells with me. Since about the age of four I have been fascinated by ufo's, aliens, space travel etc. I am now 31 years old and still suffer from the same feelings of alienation and 'not belonging' as I always have. At the age of 16 I started to suffer from very bad depression along with horrible feelings of being 'lost and far from home' and this eventually required counselling and medication. I persistently told my psychiatrist that the main problem was the constant feelings of 'not belonging' and 'being out of place' (10 years before I had even heard about wanderers and star people). Around my 19th birthday I woke up one morning and found myself rising out of my body towards the ceiling...my first OBE. Since then I have had literally hundreds of OBE's and on a recent one some 'spirit' spoke to me and told me I was not from here (I'm still in partial denial about this). I also underwent hypnotic regression recently and described myself as 'not being human' although again I am not certain as to whether I maybe imagined it.

Based on your experience, do you think it is likely that I could be a wanderer?

My general frustration is quite high at the moment and I find I need to meditate for hours on end just to balance myself to face life. I have considered ending my life despite having everything (nice wife, house, sports car, pilots license etc..). There is a very deep dissatisfaction with life in general that can't be traced to any particular event.

I would be grateful for any comments

Regards,
Andrew Williamson - Spaceman@brandlingdrive.freeserve.co.uk