Greetings, my name is Joshua Parlier, and i feel compelled to tell a little of my story. Since i can remember i have felt a little out of place here. Not that it was bad, I just felt lost. I grew up as an extremely smart and gifted child. I could and still do anything i put my mind to. Certain changes have happened to me making me a different person. For example, when 5 i went to Boston by myself to visit my grandma. I left as Joshy, but returned as Josh or Joshua. To me, i had "grown" up.

Last summer, 1998, was the latest & greatest change. i had been diagnosed as severely depressed, had crashed my first car i bought, recieved a DUI, and had a suicide attempt. To myself and my family, I had let everyone down. But low and behold, how marvelous the coming months were to be. A friend, not at all new agey, gave me a book. The Unknown Realities by Jane Roberts, a Seth book. Since then i have come to find little subtle, syncronisistic happenings.

I didn't know it at the time, but I had meet my higher self (Tobias). I soon felt it necessary to meditate. Soon afterwards, while on the web, i was lead to a site: spiritweb.org. I then learned about Ashtar, Sanada, and all others involved. It seems i had found my way home. All the little things from my youth made sense. I have always felt the coming of the "end" would happen in my lifetime. Revelations was/is my favorite book in the bible.

And other such things. In less than a year's time, i have gone from wanting to die, to enjoying each and every day. i long for my meditation times. Even that "annoying" buzzing in my ears is meet with a open heart of unconditional love. I have come to intergrate both my male and female aspects in a youthful (20 years old) and energetic body. So with love on the rainbow path I shall end this email. Feel free to use this email for any purpose.

Auf wiedersehen,
Joshua