someone asked in a message in today's digest if anyone else had an abduction experience. i've finally got the courage to say something. i mean, this is not the kind of thing you discuss with anyone in your neighborhood. i've never really been into ufo's, although i've always considered myself spiritual, and have had enlightened moments when i was able to channel. i've seen one ufo, in february 1995 near hannover in germany when i was on the freeway on my way from berlin to munster to attend a spiritual weekend seminar. both my daughter, and my au-pair, saw it also, so i knew it wasn't my imagination...
then, recently, in early february i woke up one very early monday morning, around 4.30, and i knew i hadn't been asleep for awhile, but i don't know what exactly i had been doing. then i had to rush to the toilet, because diarrhea was hitting me, out of the blue. when i went back to bed, i felt positively 'weird', i couldn't even tell why! i eventually managed to get back to sleep after 7am, about fifteen minutes before the alarm rang off to get my family up... when i went to have a shower i discovered a huge scratch down my stomach. i was - and still am - wondering where it came from! i had, just two days before, cut my baby's fingernails, so it couldn't have been him scratching me while sleeping. i checked my daughter's fingernails, but they were short, too. it couldn't have been my husbands, cause he's never had long enough fingernails to scratch me... okay, then i kind of forgot about it all until two weeks later saturday. i told my hubby i'd go up to have a nice relaxing bath. now, normally, my 'nice relaxing' bath lasts a good half hour. this one lasted two hours, and i swear, i wasn't in the water for that long. only, i don't know where i was. i wasn't reading, i sure wasn't sleeping, so what on earth was i doing? or maybe not on earth! i do not have any recollection, except that i know i've never ever in my life spent that long a time in a bath, because normally i rush out as soon as the water cools down. but this time, by the time i realized, the water was almost cold and i was shivering when i came out. a day later, on sunday, i discovered one strange wound, more like a cut, on my right arm, just above the wrist, and two scratched on my lower part of the stomach. i went through the finger nail checking procedure again, and it definitely wasn't anyone's fingernails...
on that sunday evening i went into the bookstore and bought my first book on ufo's: starchild by jenny randles. i 'ate' the book, because soooo much sounded familiar, eventhough i don't consciously know why. so, although i do not have any conscious recollection of being abducted, i'm pretty sure by now that i've had contact with aliens, and equally confused...
oh yeah, a few years ago, in a very deep meditation, i told a friend who was meditating with me that i was not from earth. when i came out of the meditation i was able to describe the planet i was at home: it had a lot of water, dolphins and humans were working closely together and there was all harmony and love. no hate, no envy, no jealousy, just harmony. and it was never cold there...
having read the posts to this lists for a few weeks now, i guess someone out there might have an idea of what all of this is about, it started kind of nagging me. it's something i'm not consciously aware of, and i can't seem to find out more when meditating, but i'm dying of curiosity, lol. any suggestions???
love and light claudia
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