I always thought what I was experiencing was normal; very frequent OBE's, higher dimensional visitors who appeared human which I felt very close to but could not place, going to other planets and dimensions, feeling very connected to the planet but not to the people, etc. These events were, for the most part, normal occurrence's for me when I was young. I learned quickly, however, that I should keep these things to myself. The feeling I always had is best described by a song on K.D. Lang's "Drag" album called "Theme From The Valley Of The Dolls". That song is truly the plight of the wanderer.

Reading the RA material, I came across a description of a place that I have been to. This can be found on page 37-42 in The Law of One: Book I. What I recall is being outside on the green grass walking towards this building which was set atop a small hill. The building was white stone and had tall pillar's like the Parthenon at the Acropolis in Greece. I could see this was the main attraction and noticed there were others who were much more highly evolved than I. As I walked inside I noticed light surrounded everything, coming from everywhere. Some of the people in there seemed very tall compared to me dressed in white robes, but all were basking in this energy that was indescribable.

Other points of interest in my life was when, for a few moments, I was aware of everything at once. I could not think of any questions because I had all the answers, all I could mutter was "Of course!". This awareness came again preceding a visit by Jesus. He looked much like he does in many of the pictures, however he had very tan skin and rich brown shining hair with a luminating light behind him. There was no communication between us only recognition.

I know now, that I'm am here to help with the transition that humans will be going through very soon. The main theme of help is to increase the percentage of the "Service to Other" orientation upon the Earth. The Earth will soon become a home entirely for Service to Other, hence the term Heaven on Earth. What path or orientation you follow is determined by your choice. Live your choice.

Doug dcm@Frontiernet.net