"My Life Is a Gigantic Scientific and Spiritual Research and Experiment Program"

Hi,

I'm Martin, a part of a multidimentionaly incarnated entity in this solar system named TH-R-Y-TH-R-Y-M-Y. I'm here on Earth in order to make the information I come up with the other's own. I have mainly a big project (delayed at this moment due to internal problems linked to fears) for conciousness of Earth peoples. After and during physical changes of our Mother Earth, I'm volunteer to assist humans building a new society.

I emerged in a space sector at the Pleiades direction, but up to now, I have no more specification, as I'm not ready :) I'm working on Earth, Mars, Venus and Mercury planets and also Earth's moon, during my night states and "other occasions" (that are not defined now).

Here is my story:
When I was a young little boy, my mother told me that I was able to make complete conversation, laughing of jokes I seemed to listen or creating myself... all this in a unintelligible way and words or sound for my parents! I began talking french really later than the average. When I ask during a individual channeling during spring 97, I was told that I was in presence of an entity, disincarnated (not a spirit or ghost like manifestions, which are troubled entities that they do not returned to full desincarnated state: free of Earth and their body) with which I interacted.

When I was in the bus in a precise moment (very clear images, I remember all the scene as it was recorded in a very high quality multimedia support - multimedia is a way to tell "full of sound, images, thoughts, sensations, inner like coming from my physical senses") during my 5th grade of primary school level (we begin at age of five going to school where I am) I was thinking: "hmmm, why do I talk to myself! It that normal? It that really myself responding to myself? Should I stop before getting "insane"? :) Do I am in a kind of a gigantic holographic experiment where I see myself in a artificial world - the bus is artificial, the houses, etc. only delimited by a surrounding areas perceived as real, all that is farer than a certain distance, only white walls with projections? Are the observers of the same nature to me? Do I'm a experiment in order to understand particular reactions to precise situations? In order to even create something? What is Real, what is the absolute essence, common to both possible reality?" You can see that I wondered to some deep questions.

I only understand at age of 18 and half that this was telepathic communication, intuitive answers, memory recalls in course of remembrance and third eye manifestions, all in one, and as to my current perception, they are all the same: inner answers coming up, difference so subtle that they only form ONE, subtility vanishing. I perceived those inner senses like my own voice into my head, no difference to the voice I use to ask a question. Now, I developped the ability to ask question and sense answers without WORDS. So the voice changed to feelings. I ask with a though concept (elementary unit of information like word I could say, letters forming a word, "multimedia parts" forrming the concept, and as word don't include all the alphabet in same time, concept may not include all "multimedia" existing type) and I receive a though concept, again if I was answering myself :)

Two years after having moved of home, (4 years ago) my mother get to a channeling with my aunt and when she came back talking of this experience, I got tears how I was feeling: how this wonderfull! It is TRUE, this exists and is valid! My mother got couple more time to those meetings, and I never to this point went to one. The only channeling I saw was a quick 5 minutes channeling from Sogha during a book launching conference about one year or a bit later after first mother's experience of this kind.

The real interesting part of my scientific (first) research then my spiritual research begins mostly 2 years ago. When I was to my chalet, during the summer time (I was aged of 17 then). I began reading books on ancient civilizations, extraterrestrials, ufos and mysteries left in human past (most books from Robert Charroux, a great french archeologist and historian, covering maybe 20% of the collection (about 15 books) all others won't appeal me when I opened randomly pages: sensing this was inappropriate - I did not know the concept of intuitivement at this moment). His perception was very different to official archeology history, but he NEVER concluded anything, just emitting hypothesis. He proceeded by giving pictures of texts, drawings left by ancient civilizations, then analyzed then with the reader, not like official archeologists that say "we studied the Rosette Stone, and here is the conclusions", absolutly NO! He used the way "here is the Rosette Stone, now, we can deduct..." I was so joyful that I boried my mother stopping my reading (and her works) to every moment to tell my new discoveries.

Second step that I only understand later the importance it had, was to my first philosophy course: rationality :) I had to do a work about one of "supernatural phenomenon" (which are simply not), my teacher already condamnating this as unreal. (how rational it is! nice sample of the course's contain, but I fully understand why he react like this, and this was very helpfull to me, even if this shocked me). Everyone in my class did the same, on different subjects. I took telepathy. ALL the AGAINST argument were IRrational, only giving "counter logic" (which were not due to the lack of cohesivity and link to the subject - like "I can tell you what is the right word of each enveloppe that I wrote then mixed up WITHOUT any error", successful experiment, but ending with "this was a joke, you all beleived it, the person who confirmed what I told what in touch with me, so this ability to be a devin, medium do NOT exists... - how to prove the unexistence of things! ABSURD!) so I wrote them anyway as it was a critical production, but immediatly attacking and invalidating these arguments by themselves. All positive arguments were logic. In some manner I prove the existence of telepathy... I got 60% on this work. I was telling to myself during the work: I WANT do be telepathic, if I'm not already, as since 1 year, I often know a second before my brother and my mother what they will say - you know, you have an idea, then some one surrounding you begins to tell about...!

Third step that I only understand later too the importance it had, was during a philosophy course on Human concepts. This course was very interesting to me, I wrote many pages of what is a "IDEAL SOCIETY" for me. This took many courses during some weeks as ideas came to my mind. I also talked a lot to my parents, every evening of days that I had this course, of what is ideal society. I was boring them to a point! But I liked talking about!

Later this summer, my father gave me access to Internet furnished by his office (this is not really honest, but they just not had to put an external accessible server :) In fact, it is for employees purposes, and I was not one, only the one's son) then I began searching about ETs, UFOs... I found many sites, including ZetaTalk that told globally of how is society of one-lesson-and-more-more-advanced cultures - I got nearly 85% right in with my ideas of my philosophy course!!

Just after this moment, at the beginning of my new courses session, I dreamed of my, my mother talking of my, describing me, but I was not in a human physical body, but a reptialian-like humanoid form (see my web site at http://pages.infinit.net/martinl ) I was looking at this body out of it, but it was active, not sleeping. And the most interesting detail, I was in my current Earth home, at a certain moment working on my computer with this "new" physical body. I told this experience to my mother and concluded: I'm maybe an extraterrestrial incarnated entity. I felt Andromeda affinity at this point.

When I was reading documents found in Internet, I was feeling that I have a role/that I want to play a role during the physical transformation of Earth, that I have something related to hydrib colonies of Service-to-others Zetans, that I want to create a raising-conciousness software game.

Then I further more tryed to develop intuitiveness and telepathy. I made a lot of discoveries about their mechanisms, proved their existence by statistical calculations. But note that I wrote nowhere thoses information, as WORD are one of the BIGGEST distorted way to tell things! With my researchs, I really soon understood the principle of "tought concept" (an elementary unit of information as I already told) which I saved all experiences, then I can refer to them with almost 4% error, against 95-96% distort and information looses that writing provides. My research are not to prove to others phenomenon, EACH ONE HAVE THE RESPONSABILITY TO EXPERIMENT BY HIMSELF, and this is the best way to get through fears :) I already had what it seemed to another person "a full and complete conversation" by juste repeating the same sentence 7-8 times. you can see distort level. What happened when some told that Earth was a sphere like objects, even with unattackable proofs? they were told of scientific heresy, religious heresy :)

To this point, I can now senses things better, more accurately, I can ask a YES/NO question then received an answer of probability, access to probability lines (see in the future in some manner). My telepathic capacity resides in the soul level: it is not really physical (translate by "not using 3rd dimension as a support, but another one").

I began talking (in a subtle way, I was not revealing everything with the next words) of my project to create a communicating device in order to make a software with. This communicating device will allow to receive data directly from ETs in order to complete the project. My mother says spontaneously "ET Phone-Home"...and falled right on it! I smiled :) She understood.

I got to my first group channeling about 8 months ago, I liked this. I got to my first individual channeling 6 months ago - check point time!!!! I needed this because I lost the perception of all I knew about me. I learned to this channeling that I got last christmas time a autonomy of my inner senses, so that all my disembodied related-to-this-lesson teachers let me go on, letting me walking alone.... I felt to this point abandonned, alone :) I felt loosing my connectiveness, receiving no more answer to my questions... I receive a confirmation that my project really exists and is supported by my soul.

I received electronic components - which I was surprised, as this was unexpected. I succesfully interfaced a Robotix arm to my computer in 3 days. I began an electronic course (which is necessary in order to finish my college level, it is not optional as is, but I had the choice). Just after, I began thinking about a cosmogony, how works the universe, how to explain dimensions (here based on some knowledge in ZetaTalk site) where is the place of creativity power. I enforced some ideas that were against the explanations of Zetans, telling to myself "they are advanced, yes, but maybe not like me, because I feel they got wrong, I perceive things differently". They do not talk of possibility to create new world by thoughs, to feed ourselves with light, leaving the necessity to feed with dense-matter (if you prefer, the proportion of light energy become higher, like sugar level in fruits, to a point to eat light directly like we have sugar pots ;-) ) and some others details.

About one month later, I began reading a book given by my already-talked-about-above aunt who rejected it: "Les messagers de l'Aube" de Barbara Marciniak. She rejected it because she is related to the Christ energy (which I feel young, unstable, and quite incompatible to me about perception of things: like karma, which to not exists as the chaos don't really exists if we calculate it - which is the opposite to it self-definition-that-means-unpredictable (and yes, it is FULLY calculable!) and not related to Pleiadian energies. She rejected mostly the concept of ETs (Genese of the Bible) which I'm so well with! This book was telling moslty in its cosmogy (first half of the book) 98% of what I though one month before! The only difference is that they say that our master-creator (what we can refer to God - This Universe and some more, all that is to the same vibrational level to this universe) recently (I understand few hundred thousand years like, if it is not written) discovered that he (generic sens, as sex has no meaning to his level) is a creation, a part of a creation of an higher kind of creator!

Two month ago, I was feeling that my raising-conciousness software project is delayed. I got to an individual channeling for a second time. I was told that I have to work on my fears and "emotional-projection-ease" (which is a kind of missing-control-of-emotional-system). I still working on, materialization delayed up to now, but which seem to begins now.

Up-to-now, I don't know why I felt Andromeda affinity, maybe I'll soon understand. I recently understand that when I think, I don't use my brain, but an higher conciousness level, nearer the soul, faster thinking, less distort, then when I try to write though, the conversion "higher level-daily conciousness" generate a 92% looses, even I forget all my last thoughs! And I haven't began to write this down or tell the though!!!

I have done many discoveries... and during an individual channeling, I have been told that I will make many more....!! wow! quite interesting!

During the last two years, I understood many events of my life, like orientation testing (service-to-self or service-to-other), my soon-emerged ability to analyze EVERYTHING around me, my abnormaly strong LOGICAL sense and rationality (which receives no interference from emotion system, or any searching-for-power system (ego, personality) so that I simply applied a FULL CARTESIAN way to see the life (even far more before knowing he existed) and the definition of rationality integraly (giving to me the perception that mostly 98% of all those who claim to be rationalist are not, missing some of the most elementary principle of rationality, getting trought unlogical concept, non cohesive global understanding, etc. But it is normal, they are fully emotional) my underdevelopped emotional system (I do not use it has most humans do, I voluntarly disabled it when I came on Earth), my male sex (even if the female sex gets easier conciousness raising, but they got chums really more easily and sooner that what guys can) and all my unsuccessful love experiments (every girls up-to-now told NO) and this was the most IMPORTANT point to my life: Loving UNconditionaly. If I would lived just only ONE -l-ove experiment (-l-ove is the current way to love by humans, humanity mostly do not Love, but love) I would never know who I am, I would never recognize me by who I am really: a Loving entity here to work for Earth's Transformation, using Universal Love principles as "Space Explorer and Scientist" 8)

One of my most important discoveries is that science and spirituality aren't incompatible! They use the same tools (logic, rationality, proofs, etc) but one is the analysis of what is external to use, the other what is internal. And the frontier of both is quite interesting to study too!

And my most important guide for my researches: everything explainable by physics, everything logic, nothing mystical, miraculous, nor unexplainable.

I really have the feeling that I forgot many important details. ...and hope this was not to rough to get through my story!

Loving All That Is Unconditionaly... and your world, humans, so marvelous, your emotional system so joyful and complex, you are so different from each others, a characteristic a bitty rare in this zone of the universe!

Martin Leduc/TH-R-Y-TH-R-Y-M-Y
martinleduc@videotron.ca

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