I incarnated on the planet November 27, 1947...I believe my birth/ or incarnation is linked with Roswell...somehow...I never lost my memory, started walking and talking at the end of my sixth month...remember that time before I came here...conversations, scenes...extraterrestial...experienced contact by Them before 5 months old...they revealed the mysteries of the universe...taught many things...told me why I was here...what I was to do...
I think about it everyday...as well as other encounters for almost 50 years...I need to talk with someone I can trust...who understands what is like to remember something that most people don't believe in or believe exists.
I was never an infant, thought I lived in an infant body...though I appar to be female and had children...I see my body and my spirit two different things...have many abilities -- most powerful is perception...ability to see...know...communicate.
Will you help me to understand that which it seems I don't want to understand -- does this make sense?
They came about about two months ago...I was taken up...my experiences have never been negative...I think there are two types of beings...the ones that communicate with me are spiritual...they do not come for samples, or to frighten or hurt. They are like those who populated and taught early earth people during those great spiritual days before corruption was born. Some call them Avatars...they are the most peaceful energies I have ever met...those who fear, fear because they don't understand.
I don't know what I want you to help me do...maybe I should have said "help"...I know ...I don't try to convince anyone...knowing has been the hard part...the other is accepting the experience and what I know...sometimes it seems as if I have this great black hole inside...I've never been happy here...always felt like a stranger...I still do...I have proof of so many things...I know about the RA materials...they revealed Ancient Secrets to me long ago...there is not much I do not know about the ancient wisdom/hitory/beginnings/etc...like I said...knowing is the hard part...I guess what is really wrong with me is in fifty-years I've never had a real conversation with anyone...that is to say...a conversation where I can really talk about that which I know -- and won't be considered "odd", "weird" or strange. I once wrote Dr. Stevenson...he had never encountered anyone like me...his response was disappointing...I think what I would like, since you're in Hawaii...is to communicate with a Kahuna...a real tradtional one...I was a Hawaiian before...I've been to Kaui...I had dreamed of the Hula Platform when I was a little girl...I knew I had been there before as soon as I saw it...it was almost like I left it. I guess I need just to converse without revealing myself for now.
Thanks for listening and responding. Take Good care.