Dear Jody

Much, much thanks and appreciation for your articles on "We are Gathering!"--The Wanderer's Experience and "The Wanderer's Alienation".

I was attending my weekly UFO meeting on Thursday and was chatting with one of the women after the meeting. Knowing she has a connection with Sirius I told her of a time when a guide came to me during one of my meditations (many years ago, and stood pointing to the star Sirius and said "Your point of origin into this solar system is there (Sirius)". Of course this was all telepathic so no words were used. She responded to this by saying we're called wanderers. I took that info and experience and held it in my consciousness as a piece of the puzzle, however it hasn't been until the past few months after moving to Sedona AZ that I am integrating this knowledge on a deep emotional and spiritual level.

To add a peice to the puzzle, I was setting up my livingroom bookshelves (a month or so ago) when I was drawn to a book (previously unread) entitled Sedona Starseed, I proceeded to look up Sirius and read info that blew my mind...it correlated with my own growing awareness of not being human but of coming from or perhaps through the portal of this Star, as I was reading I had the distinct sense of a group of beings telepathically telling me "We have not forgotten you." Needless to say I burst out crying, and felt a myriad of emotions, from grief, to surprise, to joy, to intense sadness and even anger at having (seemingly) been abandoned. As I walk with this knowledge I am daily awakening to a new consciousness, a consciousness that is a sea filled with many beings whom I can only call my spiritual family.

Reading your articles on the wanderer confirmed much of my own experience...probably the paramount being: What (on Earth-pun intended) am I doing here??? I have never felt at home any place on this planet, I have lived in Europe, Asia, a number of places in the US, including Hawaii, the big island and Maui, have driven across this country twice, visited Europe and Africa last year for 6 months...Sedona AZ is the only place that I feel remotely at peace/home/connected...and that it is because I perceive this land to be an interdimensional vortex to the lower and higher heavens/dimensions...

Knowing that my soul has been on "an evolutionary journey" of sorts and has incarnated on this planet many, many, many times doesn't quell the longing to return home...perhaps it even amplifies that longing, I do perceive that my contract is just about up, it's graduation time...not yet but soon...just a few more tasks to accomplish...don't get me wrong I am not suicidal...just getting ready to move to a larger arena of consciousness. It is all so exciting, this spiritual awakening...no longer being confined to the mundane prison of limited human consciousness...however I do feel more and more removed from this Earthly civilization and how I create the next chapter of my existance here shall be an interesting challenge!

For what it's worth I was compelled to share this with you, I have shared this with others before and no longer feel "crazy", conversely I feel more normal than ever! I travel periodically to Hawaii as my family lives on Oahu and Maui and would enjoy meeting for lunch or tea and networking!!!!

Again much thanks!
In the Light!
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