I just read your home page of experiences from wanderers. I also have always felt out of touch with the human experience. Since I could remember, I have had understanding of concepts and people that could not be explained. I always just knew things that I was too young or not experienced enough to know. My family and friends all told me constantly that I was wierd and yet, I always felt that they were the strange ones.

The stars have always been of great interest to me. I still feel a connection to the vistors who come here to explore us, and have often asked them with my mind to take me with them. Of course, I keep this a secret. I know what psychologists think of this kind of "fantasy". I have psychic ability that has been a gift and a safety to me for many years. I can sense people and what they are feeling so strongly that at times it is difficult to be around them. I have always felt that I do not belong here, but felt the need to help others around me. I have a degree in psychology and yet I cannot be a psychologist because it is too intense to counsel any individual who is in pain. I can feel them and it is exhausting for me. People who are in pain seem to gravitate to me and tell me things that they would not tell others. I am open to helping, but lack the ability to protect myself from their pain. When I have counseled people, they greatly benefit and generally feel better, but I feel depressed. I keep waiting for an answer on what to do now.

I have studied several other subjects in school, and none of them interest me as much as psychology and the paramormal. I am fascinated by the supernatural world, ufo's and the other realities that lie beyond this plane. I wish to use my abilities to their fullest, but I don't know how to approach the responsibility and commitment of helping others without draining myself. Your page left me feeling confused, yet commited to finding the answer. I am tired of feeling left out of the big secret. I have never heard of wanderers until today. I feel that this may be the answer to many of my questions. I do not know if I am a wanderer, I just feel like one, and will try and work these questions out.

Thanks