Dear Mr. Boyne,

After reading this incredible information..I was stunned, frightend and joyful at the same time.

Just about all things written fitted me. Even most of the letters written by others...could have been me writing.

Always wanted to leave this planet...this life. Always was different in school...was strange. I thought most others were strange, not me. Always thinking about life on other planets...always longing to fly among the stars.

I also believe in the buddist way, always have.

I used to think I didnt deserve anything...I have grown wiser..

I always was a guide for other people, having problems, learned that this gave me all their negative energy...now I can filter the energies.

Technology has always been a major part of my life.. I sometimes flee now into cyberspace, into to virtual realities ..sometimes of my own creation..I meet people there..some like me some not..somehow I feel more home in these abstract worlds..Ive tried marihuana...now I hardly use it...I have tried LSD twice in very small doses..a quite awakening experience..gave me much knowledgde. I dont need drugs now.

I have never met an alien (as far as I know), nor have I seen a UFO. I have only have one experience that I would conceive as being strange. Some sort of controlled telekinesis. Not by me nor my brother (as far as I know)

At the age of 20(Im 24) I really felt that I was changing..After meeting a very spiritual person, who told me many things about how I was in the past..what caused what, and guided me. He knew me better than I did...And I know he spoke thruth.

He told me that love is the strongest force in the universe, I know it is. Hatred is your own destruction....

I can feel peoples energies...spontaneous...uncontrollable at first.. I can feel bad and good energies...Ive learned to work with them...project them onto others. He told me I could do that...and I can...I try to control them, my own that is..sometimes I cannot..I can still get angry, but I never hate anyone...no matter what. I can always forgive..Ive learned that now.

Im getting nearer...everyday...small steps at a time. Thats how I want it to be...I fear I would loose my mind, or die. What will be next?..I dont know..but can only research and speculate.(which is how Ive been living ever since I can remember.)

Fear is whats keeping me back...but its gradually disappearing.

But I dont think of this as being strange...more that its natural to me....I have waited eagerly for something to happen...ever since I can remember...Now its happening.

I can feel 'them' sometimes in my room, when going to sleep...they are watching me..sometimes many..sometimes only one.....I was scared at first..but not anymore...they hav'nt harmed me, Im sure its not their intention..why would they?

I have meet many others like me. Aware of many things... I meet with them..and I learn from them as they learn from me...But we seem few...I now almost only converse with others alike...I seek more knowledge, carefully, my scared mind is still having its control, but my soul is breaking through.

Im slowly developing ESP like abilities...I can speak with my loved ones in my mind...they have confirmed this. This is rare and spontaneous.

Sometimes I see with other eyes...feels like my eyes are further back than usual...very odd feeling, then Im in full control...I know...and I feel. I have tried to become one with the universe, about 2 years ago...the most amazing experience.

I have no idea if I am a wanderer...but I know the answer will come sooner or later.

I still have so many questions.

Sincerly, M.K.