My name is ______. I don't know what energy compelled me to search the Internet, but for the last several days, I have been "seeking" a specific group of people. It is as if time is running out...please bear with me. I am perfectly sane by the standards of today...yet, there are some areas in your web page that really rang some bells inside...even as I read your information and data (excellent material, intellectual and informative!)...my ears began with its now all too familiar loud ringing and buzzing...much like the auto alarms that go off in the head.

I don't want to classify myself as a wanderer or seeker or walk-in or anything...but I know without a doubt that between the years 1987 and now...I have (and am) had/having ET contact. I am a federal employee..most of us must remain "grounded"...and in the work I do...psychological stability is paramount (I am an ammunition specialist with the Army here at ________...a civilian employee). Of course, considering the caliber of people in "government" today, that comment may be debatable..hehe...I have a myriad of experiences in the realm of metaphysics, spirituality, paranormal phenomena, etc...but the one I want to tell you about is that which has been nagging at me for the last few years.

From 1991-94, I was in contact with an alien consciousness who simply identified themselves as "Lyra".... at that time I lived in a 3 bedroom home, large enough to hold gatherings of up to 40 people. I held meditations and classes in metaphysics there...always "sharing" what I had learned. I taught free of charge because I didn't feel that what I was sharing was for personal gain. My ex-husband came to my group at the time. It wasn't until later that he opened up and described an "abduction" that occurred while he was driving on a remote highway in New Mexico. He said he took the wrong turn without really knowing why and found himself lost on this stretch of road. He saw lights coming at him thinking it was an airplane or something. And then he said, he next felt a sensation of floating in the clouds. Shortly after that, he found himself parked on the other side of the city with no recollection of how he got there. He remembered the lights going away. One night, I was woke up from a sound sleep...I have no idea why I awakened...but I often pray and meditate (I am a student of the eastern philosophies and Hermetic/gnostic teachings). I remember circling my body with an ovoid of blue light for protection for some strange reason. As I finished the visualization, I felt a tremendous force shove me off the bed unto the floor. I looked at James, but he was sound asleep. The force came from inside of him and I distinctly remember that he was perfectly still when it happened.

Shortly after, he began to experience bouts of schizophrenia...he would imagine people were chasing him...our relationship deteriorated rapidly after that....he thought I worked for the CIA or something. I finally had to contact his unit (he was in the Army at the time) and they instituted psychiatric treatments at ______. We divorced last year..he moved back to ______ and I had no further contact (to my relief) since.

Another incident occurred while I was still living in that house in ______. Again, I woke up one morning around 1 a.m. This time the room was filled with bluish white light and there were three beings in the room. I looked at them and without any surprise (in my mind, I was surprised at my lack of fear and astonishment) asked them "who they were and why they came." They replied in a monotone (telepathic communication), "Go back to sleep." I don't know if one can "sense" being hypnotized, but my mind was in wonder at how agreeable I was. I remember being very cheerful and saying, "OK, but who are you?" They replied, "We are called helpers. Go back to sleep." I had a vague sense of recollection that they came from a star system in the Pleaides.

I am interested in forming a gathering (not a group or anything)...but meeting with others who can share their experiences. I am willing to plan everything and a potential meeting place in mind is the ______ Botanical Gardens. If anyone in _______ is interested, please send me email at _________. I am interested in a sincere, serious gathering. I do not want to enter into a debate with any skeptics or anyone who have serious doubts about their sanity. I do not question the existence of their space craft nor interdimensional realities...I have had enough proof given me through the last few years. I know contact is ongoing because strange things happen to me when I discuss metaphysical topics, especially spirituality.

I have a physical sensation of a slight pain and something "moving" in my head...sometimes my right nostril tingles when I am discussing ET energy...and sometimes my right eye feels like there is something behind it. Whether these are instruments...I cannot say...nor do I really care at this point. I know that my life has taken new meaning...I desire to serve humanity...to help wherever I can and to seek greater understanding. I have studied religions and can say that since 1991...an accelerated "awakening" began in me. I would stay up nights reading sometimes 2 books at a time...absorbing data like a sponge. I have become stronger in psychic abilities...I sense these are byproducts of this emerging new consciousness. I have grown to understand what is harmful spiritually and what is "soul food" that nourishes. I am still growing and I have much to share and also to learn. I sense a strong urge to "gather"....and I hungrily seek material that go beyond the debate of the existence of UFO's. I have had several visual sightings and confirmations...and all experiences have been positive....even those with seemingly dark or negative situations or covers.

Anyway, I wanted to share this with you as a preliminary...and if you question my integrity, please feel me to contact me. Thank you for listening and let me know if you are interested in meeting.

Very respectfully,