I remember when I was nine years old talking to a small dark man in my dream in another language, replying to him, understanding it all perfectly..and wondering what that was all about when I awoke.

Ive always felt like a fish out of water, different from others somehow, not quite accepted in this world. I had few friends in school, maybe one at a time being close to me. Throughout the seventies, I read alot on metaphysical things..curious if any of it made sense to me.. After each tragedy occurred in my life, I would explore furrther, searching for the meaning of being here, my father died in my early twenties..I searched. My youngest daughter's father died when she was 15 days old..I searched.

Then, through the advice of someone I had met in the early nineties, I read Simplified Magic by Ted Andrews..and began to practice meditation and the workings described in his book.. That is when stronger contact with ET's began..through oobs and lucid dreams. The first thing that happened was the swirling of energy around my body, I was awake and amazed how that felt. Then the opening of my throat chakra, it actually made a popping sound!! I coughed alot and cleared my throat thinking I had actually injured something. I started receiving gifts in these dreams, a book, rather thin, with something like a flour dough map kids make in school on the cover, colors..hills and valleys. When presented to me, at a door in the darkness, he said this is a gift for you.

Then, in another oob, I was floating above the bed, I tried to awaken my daughter so she could see me, and at a distance what was I thought a small boy playing with a yellow ball. He threw the ball toward me, and ran after it, at that point I was standing and my daughter had awakened. When he was standing near us, I thought him an alien, so I asked him to show me what he really looked like, twice I asked him that. He was no longer a small boy, but rather a small man, with a helmet or hair with silver and black striped up and down..anyhow, at that point, he burst into light so bright, I had to lower my head, as it hurt my eyes, and then, from out of his light and into my head was thrown a grid, or geometric light form..rectangular in shape with lines crossing up and down, back and forth, curving out on the ends around the shape. I awoke at that point, so that I would not forget.

Some days later, another oob occurred. I was in a room, when a cloud appeared, I have learned to watch and wait when that happens, as something spiritual usually develops out of it. As I was watching the cloud, a star appeared inside of it, indigo or black in color with gold symbols or squiggles all over it..it began to float toward me, and entered the palm of my right hand. Again, I awoke, and was thrilled to have my own star!! Three nights later, I was again oob..and in a room. I was throwing rays out of that palm onto the ceiling, when the ray hit the ceiling it exploded into arcs of electric blue color. In the room, lying on his side, leaning on his arm was a young man, blond shoulder length hair..blue eyes, dressed in jeans and a white t-shirt. I aimed the ray at him, hitting him square in the chest, it exploded in orange and golden colors, and he said "Whoa!!" I awoke again.

Sometime later, I contacted a man who channeled angels, he said that was the archangel Michael..and that I had not hurt him..that they had great senses of humor!!!! Apparently I worked alot with Michael, and one time had asked him to show me his silver armor..So..one day in a relaxed state on the side of my bed..here he came, floating by looking at me in his armor!!! Ask and ye shall receive!!!

Another interesting thing I received while in a relaxed state another day, was a rune-staff..Im not sure what it is for, but it entered my solar plexus..it was of a light grey or tan colored wood, I saw the little people running down the sides of it..they looked at me in passing and the center of the board didnt have anything on it that I could see..I still wonder what it is for?

Then came the UFO dreams..I was on what I thought was another planet, and everywhere I walked a man was watching me..He was in a rust colored suit and yellow shirt, his head was larger than normal, sort of moon shaped. When I prepared to return to earth, or my body I was sitting in a small box..he reached in and took my right hand, and said to me, "I have watched you from near, I have watched you from far, I have loved you very much from beyond the stars." I have never forgotten what he said to me.

In another dream, I was in what I thought was the cockpit or control room of the UFO ship..the dome was clear and I saw stars all around, in front of me was a huge golden spiral, I walked up to it, placing my hands on either side and holding it..the voice behind me said, that it dealt with the universe.

In dreams animals have talked to me, I have seen three owls and at times cats are prominent. I have seen great teachers, in white robes and commented on how much I love them to another in the dream..I once stood next to one in a white robe and ran my hand down his back, entering into his body at the mid-section of his back, he removed my hand, as if that was something I should not do.. I stood next to another great teacher and put my hand around him, to show you how big he was, my hand and arm went around his waist, and that was at my shoulder!!! He was dressed in black with black hair. While awake one night, I was talking to a friend on the phone, and several men appeared to me, in black robes and turbans, they were middle eastern in appearance. One slightly ahead of another, I remember telling my friend that I had to go to sleep now, as someone was here to take me somewhere!!

Later, I discussed these men with a friend who is quite gifted psychically, and she said they were Babylonian martyrs..that they were tough teachers, but if I thought they were tough, there were tougher ones to follow!! This same friend presented me with a meteorite, with quite a story behind it. I had met her one friday night at the gathering of a computer club, she and I talked online that week following, and she said she had something for me. At the next friday night meeting, she presented me with a box, inside was the meteorite..mounted in a surrounding silver ank..with a crystal shard hanging beneath it..she told me this story.

"We were camped in the desert in west Texas, when one night I went for a walk, there was a meteorite shower occuring at the time, and something told me to stand still. I did, and at a short distance from me a meteorite fell..after it cooled off, I picked it up and brought it back to Aus$ to wear it however, it created such chaos around me that I finally wrapped it up and put it away in my drawer..then three years later, I met you and knew the stone was for you."

When I asked her how she knew it was for me, she said, she had talked to the stone! She said it was for a warrior..I assume she meant spirit warrior..others call it a sayer..or soothsayer, that can predict the future, change the outcomes of wars..and who knows what else. There have been many interesting symbols show up in dreams, like the golden or yellow ball, the golden spiral, the parallel lines in the grid..and most recently the diamond..pyramid shaped on top and bottom..

Things have calmed down alot since the rush of these awakenings.. I carry tremendous heat in my throat and heart chakras and at time it is almost like a burning sensation.. I feel it is cosmic light, love, and that I am here to dispurse it back out to the earth and cosmos.. I know you will understand much of what I have written, and that many will not understand it.. I have to be careful what I say to many who have strong fundamentalist beliefs..I cannot help but feel misgivings when they are so close-minded as to not want to learn about all of these miraculous things we are all about..we can move mountains..

The times are changing, the earth is changing, there is no longer any doubt about that..we are going to leap..into the next dimension..and they will either go with the flow..and reap the rewards, or go to another place to continue development from there.

I hope my letter helps you in the things you are writing about Wanderers..I have wondered for so long about these things, and now am finally meeting others online that have similar things happening to them..this reassures me that..I am not alone!!
Light and Love..

Karen Hill