As a small child, I often spoke to "light beings" while in the privacy of my bedroom. I also saw and conversed with the being called Jesus. Because of this, and because I knew things about people and future situations, people often came just to see me and speak with me (this was heightened because of my father being a member of the local Catholic church).
As a child, I always believed that love was the greatest power there was. It was a traumatic experience for me, growing up. There was so much hate in this world, I could not understand it. I also suffered from nightmares from my previous incarnation here. Searching for truth and trying to belong, I found myself progressing through religions. I also spent a lot of time researching my family ancestry, in order to find out who I was. I found very often that I did not understand what was expected of me in various social situations, and I spent a lot of time researching culture, ettiquette and psychology. Like so many other Wanderers, it took me a long time to realize that you cannot trust everyone.
I "awakened" about three years ago. I was sitting on the couch in my living room. Suddenly, the sky seemed to open-up to me. There was a bright light, and I could see everything at once. It was an incredible experience. I could not remember everything afterward, but I had a greater understanding of who I am and where I am from.
Since that time, I have been able to remember much about who I am, where I am from, and what I am doing here. I have traveled (astrally) back to my home planet in my real body. It is a body of light. We are able to communicate with each other telepathically or by "joining together".
I have also been aboard one of the ships above this planet, several times. I have completed one of my missions here, but it seems there is more to do.
It took me about two years to realize that there was information here for and about us (in books, on the internet, etc.). Before that, I felt very much alone. I have met several (human) people who knew who I am. This is something I have always found strange. However, these people wish to help us, and that is a big step toward completing our work.
I have only told one other person about who I really am. (Though other Wanderers already know who I am, as well as some humans.) That person is my husband. I don't know if he believes me, and because of that I have not told anyone else.
This is my third incarnation here. And I must say that this is difficult and lonely work for all of us. But when we are done, it will seem like it just flew by.
-Moria
PS: If you could send me more info on networking, I would appreciate it. I am not interested in any of those high-priced New Age associations.