Hello This is my story and I give you permission to use my email and give my story away and all that.

I am a 13 year old girl. I have never fit in, but I really do not care anymore. I just like to be by myself sometimes. I have friends and stuff but they aren't all that close. Well I kinda realized I was really really different just a couple of weeks ago. I have always wanted to be an astronomer, or a archeologist, or just something that has to do with other worlds. I was surfing the internet, looking for stuff on my favorite subject, the paranormal, and I happened across a site about Indigo Children. I had all the *symptoms* and I felt it had some ring of truth. So I decided to delve into the subject further. And that is how I came across this site. I read and was quite interested by what I found. The stories described what I felt.

Whenever I listen to music with beat and a certain feel, I grow sad and lonely even when I may be surrounded by people. I think the best word would be disconnected. It makes me just want to go and float among the stars. Many times I feel disconnected even when I am not listening to the music. Often I grow restless and just want to fling myself off this ball. I often feel frustrated by others lack of thinking, sometimes I feel like they just keep flinging themselves into a wall over and over again. I want to help but nobody listens to me because I have been labeled *weird*. I have great ideas sometimes but I cannot implement them because of my lack of resources.

I have memories of my past lives. One is of a blond girl, another of a dark haired lady, and a blue being. They are all me, different on the outside but me all the same.

I have no big experiences likebeing contacted by ETs or a walk-in just very many of tiny experiences that make up my life. I have no idea what Im here for. I just know that I AM.

Red Head reenie_kool_01@hotmail.com