I've never belonged. I've stuck out from everyone around me, my family, the people I work with, even my friends. I have always had a fetish for mystical things, but not the same as most people I know. I searched to learn more, not to prove that the stories were true, but to find a comfortable niche in which to rest.

About a year and a half ago I got myself involved in a meditation seminar on awakening one's light body. During some of our explorations of the 'cosmic gridwork' when we were allowed to roam freely, I found myself travelling to worlds that I could only use my imagination to understand, and then I know I was still far from really seeing these things.

I went to one place that felt very familiar, when I asked my guide where I was, they told me that I was home. It is probably the first time that I have felt like I actually was where I belonged.

After this I started having some really great dreams, where the imagery got truly bizarre in my attempt to interpret the things I saw into something that my human mind could understand, and during these dreams I realized that what I was thinking I was seeing was from somewhere else besides the Earth. This would become even more apparent when I would try to explain the dreams to someone else.

During some of the dreams, a group of spirit guides appeared and I found I knew them well. They are still with me, and as I have channeled them, they have told me that they have been to many different planets in physical form, and I have been with them every time. They tell me that we all take turns in physical form, but we basically stay together.

It was after this information that it started to really sink in. It's one thing to talk about the possibility with one's spirit guides, it's another to look around and realize that you're from somewhere else. With all this deluge of information came the excitement of seeing the Earth evolve, I have been told that this is why I'm here. The article that I read from your page confirms this, as well as many things I'm hearing from others.

Laura janar@boulder.earthnet.net
On My Journey Home I Walk the Earth